Steve left this morning for a 3 month deployment. He's flying to Guam by way of Pearl Harbor. This is really hard for me this time because it's the first time in a year that he's left and he wont be back in time to see the baby born. DEFINITELY another girl by the way! :) I'm over the bawling mes part and into the depresed part. It's not the he's at sea part that's upsetting to me. It's that i have to give birth without him and it scares me to death. I know women do it all the time, but i don't want to do it without him!!!! I have no idea how Lilli is going to react to him being gone. She may not notice or she may start whining and misbehaving a lot. She's only two and not terribly clingy to her Daddy. So i guess we'll see. Sigh.
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