5 days...is it January yet?

well It's been 5 days since Steve left and they have been a long, tough 5 days. Besides regular life to attend to, I have been missing him like crazy! I haven't been sleeping well because he's not there. This doesn't exactly put me in a good position to deal with a 2 year old little girl who ALSO misses her Daddy. She's showing it with typical military brat behavior. She's testing me and throwing alot of tantrums. I am just exhausted already! I dont even know how I'm going to handle this when the baby comes. She is so clingy to me and she does NOT like it when i hold other babies and she is not going to deal well when this baby comes. She's too used to having Mama all to herself. It would be so much easier if i had some help. I hate unedrways and i hate when Steve isn't here! :(